It's really hard to stay away from blogging because it's always been nice to have a place to get my feelings out. I've been going through a LOT lately and it's been tough. For me. It's all personal me stuff that I guess happens when your in your mid/late? 30's. I've been sad, then happy, then sad, then joyous. I've been a mess. I miss old friends. Need time for new ones. Wish that Jeremy and I had more time to be a couple. All that kind of messy stuff.